So lately, I've been getting random texts from AZ saying why I don't text back. Or they miss me and want to see how I am doing. I feel real bad that I can't keep up with them like I use to. I'm busy to the point where I want to give up on a lot of stuff. The job that I still have since '07 has changed a lot. Especially since I've transfer to a completely different location. The labor is out of control that I shouldn't been the only guy that should be doing them. I'm working full time house when I'm not even a full time employ. Still making the same wage that I have been since I've started and I know people that I do work with that work less and make the same amount of money as me. It pisses me off.
But what can I do? I apply at many different places in the area where I live and nothing. So, I'm in a catch 22. And it's been rough on my sleeping pattern. It feels like I'm losing my sleep by the hour and when I have to get up, I'm loaded on caffeine and sugar. And when I crash... I crash hard.
So, I like to say that I am sorry that I'm not in full alert on updates. I have a feeling that I'm hurting someone's feelings out there and I'm sorry. It's not that I don't want to talk to you, but my time is rare and spread out to the limits of myself, my girlfriend, projects at work, home, and or other friend/family here and/or there. Most of the time I am asleep and need to catch up on it as much as possible. Feel like I should apologize ahead of time.
And As I look back and think of all of my friends that came and gone. There is one friend that I wish could have stayed in my life. Great time together when we either go and drink right after school, watch tv when we have nothing to do, party, listen, exchange, and live the music, books, and poems, talk about life when it comes down to anything and anywhere, and enjoy each others company. But oh well, they are off and doing there thing. What ever it is. I hope you are doing great.
-Eric
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